I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.
i don't know what day isit today..but a lot of my friends are suffering from emotional traumas without telling me any reasons..so i m actually quite shocked and kind of i-dun-know-what-to-do mood.but i just want to say you guys must be strong and take care ok =) whatever the problem might be..jiayou~
it has been 7246 days since i have been searching for you
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
today is a remarkable day when i had my first (last ?) popping battle =)) even though i was kicked out in the first round but i am quite glad that i did some remarkable moves.its just that my opponent was the overall champ...so i cant say i very lousy lar keke
anyway Singapore is really really small.while conversing with some dancers from studio wu , 3 were from rv, one is super grand senior, one is 1 year senior, and one 3 years senior. the funny thing is one of them was the guy who talked mrs look into having prom nights for RV. please note that he is call chi tang
I SALUTE U MAN!!!!
lolx he is the guy who brought revolution to rv and of course, the man who changed mrs look's conservative attitude
all hails to revolutions!!!
i will be off to china on saturday =( and i am so gona miss you guys and especially some of you =)) but dont worry i will be back with presents!!i will try to get those that you guys want haha just tell me on msn..till then~~
anyway Singapore is really really small.while conversing with some dancers from studio wu , 3 were from rv, one is super grand senior, one is 1 year senior, and one 3 years senior. the funny thing is one of them was the guy who talked mrs look into having prom nights for RV. please note that he is call chi tang
I SALUTE U MAN!!!!
lolx he is the guy who brought revolution to rv and of course, the man who changed mrs look's conservative attitude
all hails to revolutions!!!
i will be off to china on saturday =( and i am so gona miss you guys and especially some of you =)) but dont worry i will be back with presents!!i will try to get those that you guys want haha just tell me on msn..till then~~
Friday, May 16, 2008
Monday, May 12, 2008
when you most of your days alone you will know that its very easy to go crazy at times..like the emo entry i did just now when i woke up from some irregular hour sleep..
woke up by some stupid phone call asking me to send napfa result to ministry of defense..when i realised that i don't have it in my report book and have to ask lao shi to help me get a copy.its freaking irritating how my daily routines are broken by such random stuff.i stoned for the rest of the morning,read the papers,listen to the news and had 2 thick toast. btw the earth quack in Si chuan province of China is really bad.its funny how many disasters pile and explodes in China at one go.first you have the snow disaster,tibet problem,raising food prices, train accident and now this.what has the world come to man.
anw met up with chao lin at 2 sth for lunch.after making a few rounds at kinokuniya , we decided to settle for food republic.i wanted the prawn noodle at 1st..but after walking one round around the food court, i would like to have somethingelse for a change and ordered chao guo tiao instead.coincidently, chaolin ordered the same thing as me =_= ended up having a table full of black dishes.went back to kino and bought the historian and boy that book is THICK like seriously.u can use it to hammer nails into wood planks at and a cheaper price of 17.07. i started reading a couple of pages and...sounds exciting to me =) . bought soul eater book 9 and d gray man book 14 as if they were worh 5.50
some stupid shit happened at the mrt station brrrrrrr still gives me the heeby jeebies.
went home and had dinner at swensens.the food sucks.i swear that i will only go swensens mainly for the desserts and not the main courses.better be done at nyny or cafe cartel
and the world began to fall apart
words,words,words.mere words and no matter of heart
woke up by some stupid phone call asking me to send napfa result to ministry of defense..when i realised that i don't have it in my report book and have to ask lao shi to help me get a copy.its freaking irritating how my daily routines are broken by such random stuff.i stoned for the rest of the morning,read the papers,listen to the news and had 2 thick toast. btw the earth quack in Si chuan province of China is really bad.its funny how many disasters pile and explodes in China at one go.first you have the snow disaster,tibet problem,raising food prices, train accident and now this.what has the world come to man.
anw met up with chao lin at 2 sth for lunch.after making a few rounds at kinokuniya , we decided to settle for food republic.i wanted the prawn noodle at 1st..but after walking one round around the food court, i would like to have somethingelse for a change and ordered chao guo tiao instead.coincidently, chaolin ordered the same thing as me =_= ended up having a table full of black dishes.went back to kino and bought the historian and boy that book is THICK like seriously.u can use it to hammer nails into wood planks at and a cheaper price of 17.07. i started reading a couple of pages and...sounds exciting to me =) . bought soul eater book 9 and d gray man book 14 as if they were worh 5.50
some stupid shit happened at the mrt station brrrrrrr still gives me the heeby jeebies.
went home and had dinner at swensens.the food sucks.i swear that i will only go swensens mainly for the desserts and not the main courses.better be done at nyny or cafe cartel
and the world began to fall apart
words,words,words.mere words and no matter of heart
Monday, May 5, 2008
went for medical checkup today..it wasnt as fun as i thought
took a cab there in the morning and the traffic jammed all the way from my house to depot road =_= paid 20 bucks for the fare
went in and started to measure my head circumference...shoulder width blah blah blah and i suspecting that the guy taking the measurements is gay because the moment i stepped into the room,he walked up to me,staring at me in the eyes, touch my hair and said "you got a piece of leave on your hair =) " yes..wtf..." =) "
and then...when i took off my shirt..to change in another weird uniform for photo..he actually helped me wear the uniform..and put my shirt back one..still that "=)" face...it just give me the heeby jeebies ...brrrrrr
next i went around the stations checking my body..the instruction for the urine test is damn funny ..it was something like "collect only at medium stream" i was like wtf???how do you define medium stream??ok i shall not elaborate further...i forgot to bring shorts..and apparently everyone else knew except me..so i was going around half naked in my southpark boxers =D this malay came up to me and said nice boxer..i apreciate that man..peace yo lol'
anw the rest of the test is just boring..especially the logic test..its so illogical to set the logic test for so long that i was starving..maybe it was due to the lost of blood when taking the blood test =s
had a serious headache and sore throat..i think..so i went back home to sleep..when i knew my mum was suffering from a stomach flu =s take care everyone...its not so gre8 to be sick
you know i do
took a cab there in the morning and the traffic jammed all the way from my house to depot road =_= paid 20 bucks for the fare
went in and started to measure my head circumference...shoulder width blah blah blah and i suspecting that the guy taking the measurements is gay because the moment i stepped into the room,he walked up to me,staring at me in the eyes, touch my hair and said "you got a piece of leave on your hair =) " yes..wtf..." =) "
and then...when i took off my shirt..to change in another weird uniform for photo..he actually helped me wear the uniform..and put my shirt back one..still that "=)" face...it just give me the heeby jeebies ...brrrrrr
next i went around the stations checking my body..the instruction for the urine test is damn funny ..it was something like "collect only at medium stream" i was like wtf???how do you define medium stream??ok i shall not elaborate further...i forgot to bring shorts..and apparently everyone else knew except me..so i was going around half naked in my southpark boxers =D this malay came up to me and said nice boxer..i apreciate that man..peace yo lol'
anw the rest of the test is just boring..especially the logic test..its so illogical to set the logic test for so long that i was starving..maybe it was due to the lost of blood when taking the blood test =s
had a serious headache and sore throat..i think..so i went back home to sleep..when i knew my mum was suffering from a stomach flu =s take care everyone...its not so gre8 to be sick
you know i do
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